Take a look at this:
joytoeveryone.com
I absolutely loved it.
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Last day of November!
My time is limited, so I'll just toss some pictures and quick captions up here.




Dad's soliloquy to our turkey. "Ode to Bird." (It was rather good. The turkey. I'm not sure about his ode...)

Mom apparently packed her angry eyes. Just in case.
This Thanksgiving Heidi and Jake weren't going to be able to make it home, so we had Thanksgiving in Utah. Aunt Peggy and Uncle Randy were nice enough to have us over for the week, and it was a lot of fun.
They have this great tradition on Thanksgiving night. Broom hockey! Everyone in the family who can make it are invited; its been going on for like twenty years. Little kids get to play too, so its a lot of fun and it doesn't get too rough.
Well, that is, until you miss the ball and your own teammates come after you with their sticks.

Christmas is in the air! My roommate Amanda is really good at floral arrangements. They just appear in the apartment sometimes and the rest of us are very grateful. In honor of the Christmas season, she made this wreath that hangs on our door.

This is my boyfriend, Bryan, and I when we went to Salt Lake to see the lights at Temple Square.
He's great. We have so much fun together, get along really well, and he is just so darn cute, isn't he? He served a mission in South Africa, so he speaks Zulu, the language with all the clicking! I'm learning how, and will show you next time I see you.
This Thanksgiving Heidi and Jake weren't going to be able to make it home, so we had Thanksgiving in Utah. Aunt Peggy and Uncle Randy were nice enough to have us over for the week, and it was a lot of fun.
They have this great tradition on Thanksgiving night. Broom hockey! Everyone in the family who can make it are invited; its been going on for like twenty years. Little kids get to play too, so its a lot of fun and it doesn't get too rough.
Christmas is in the air! My roommate Amanda is really good at floral arrangements. They just appear in the apartment sometimes and the rest of us are very grateful. In honor of the Christmas season, she made this wreath that hangs on our door.
This is my boyfriend, Bryan, and I when we went to Salt Lake to see the lights at Temple Square.
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Halloween
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Blog-worthy weekend.
I have been waiting for new material before I posted anything new. Until this weekend, it was just more of the same. And a few funny stories that you'll have to hear me tell... somewhere else. :)
Who scheduled this football game? It was so early!! I had to be at work at 6:15!! Was I there then? No. I was close, though. I worked 20 hours over the course of two days, with only five hours of sleeping in between getting off work and having to be back. Awesome, huh?
No, it really was! Julie B. Beck talked to me! We had a conversation! I got the assignment of serving her table Friday night (I may have had something to do with that) and when I served her dinner she stopped me and we chatted. I told her that coincidentally, I had listened to one of her talks that very morning. She asked my name, and my hometown, and said the food and service was great. Very nice of her. And then today, at the football game, she recognized me when I ladled up some soup for her and pointed me out to her grandson, I think.
This is why catering is worth it.
Funny story. I was walking home Friday night (yes, Mom and Grandma, with some other people) and I lost my balance and stepped off the sidewalk. Into a mud puddle. The whole Hollywood-mud puddle-sucking the shoe off scene... is not just Hollywood. I had to fish around in the mud to find my shoe!
When I got off work this afternoon, the prospect of walking all the way home before a nap really wasn't appealing. I sort of wandered to a grassy patch on campus, flopped on the ground, crawled to a shady spot and fell asleep for an hour. When I woke up, I found that someone had left this next to me:
Who would do this?! One of my friends? Someone who saw me collapse in a little pile of tired Holly? Mom suggested it was someone who was paying their respects to the dead...
Who scheduled this football game? It was so early!! I had to be at work at 6:15!! Was I there then? No. I was close, though. I worked 20 hours over the course of two days, with only five hours of sleeping in between getting off work and having to be back. Awesome, huh?
No, it really was! Julie B. Beck talked to me! We had a conversation! I got the assignment of serving her table Friday night (I may have had something to do with that) and when I served her dinner she stopped me and we chatted. I told her that coincidentally, I had listened to one of her talks that very morning. She asked my name, and my hometown, and said the food and service was great. Very nice of her. And then today, at the football game, she recognized me when I ladled up some soup for her and pointed me out to her grandson, I think.
This is why catering is worth it.
Funny story. I was walking home Friday night (yes, Mom and Grandma, with some other people) and I lost my balance and stepped off the sidewalk. Into a mud puddle. The whole Hollywood-mud puddle-sucking the shoe off scene... is not just Hollywood. I had to fish around in the mud to find my shoe!
When I got off work this afternoon, the prospect of walking all the way home before a nap really wasn't appealing. I sort of wandered to a grassy patch on campus, flopped on the ground, crawled to a shady spot and fell asleep for an hour. When I woke up, I found that someone had left this next to me:
Sunday, September 21, 2008
UpDates
I am behind in my classes. Surprise!
Another football game. BYU stomped all over Wyoming, by the way.
Yep, the entire state.
This is my view. I don't really get to watch the game, though. I'm, you know, working. But before everyone comes, we get to have a little fun. And the extent of that is taking pictures. 

This tube thing is a drink dispenser. We put lemonade in it, and then various cuts of citrus fruits in the top. It's pretty cute. Our boss loves this thing, "the giraffe." He keeps it in his office and does his best to make sure we all clean it out good enough after each time. He'd be please to know that Elder Nelson went over to it first and commented on it. :)
You've met Karen, right?
I saw President Uctdorf and three other apostles. And Lavell Edwards, if you can believe it. He has a pretty big frown.
I have absolutely loved today. (In our church, we have a program called Visiting Teaching. Every woman is assigned a companion and they are assigned to visit several other women in the ward once a month. We teach a lesson, and chat for a while.) They encouraged us to get it done tonight, so a lot of us did. So you'd be out and at least two other partnerships are out as well. :) My companion, Janet, and I, visited our girls, and my visiting teachers came over. It was really fun. I'm grateful for this program because it avoids isolation.
Erik Erikson had a theory about human development. He said that each stage of life has a crisis/problem/question that each individual must solve. The first is trust/mistrust. If an infant learns to trust his or her caregivers, then they have passed the test and can healthily move on to the next. If they cannot trust their caregivers, they move on unprepared for the next stage.
The crisis that young adults have to solve is isolation/intimacy- are you going to form relationships or are you going to remain alone? Visiting teaching develops friendships or at the very least, makes sure you talk to other females a couple times a month, which I am grateful for.
These are my roommates. Jenean on the left, then Kye, then Amanda, and Charissa who doesn't live here, but visits a lot. I don't mind; she's cool. Jenean's a geography major, Kye communications, and Amanda archaeology. I think they're seniors.
I came home from work friday night and they were cuddled up on the couch watching a scary movie. I thought it was adorable so I took a picture.
Amanda's sister Elizabeth visited us for a week, to get things situated to move down here after Christmas. She needed a place to stay, so I may or may not have offered to sell her my spot in the apartment. Which means that I am now house-hunting again. Like Cap'n Jack Sparrow, I get to say, "I'm in the market, as it were."
I am taking a class about the history of literature, down in the part of the library that houses really old books and such. Our professor passes around cuneiform tablets and really old books all the time. Here is a picture of an edition of the first time that Plato's works were ever published.
Another football game. BYU stomped all over Wyoming, by the way.
Yep, the entire state.
This tube thing is a drink dispenser. We put lemonade in it, and then various cuts of citrus fruits in the top. It's pretty cute. Our boss loves this thing, "the giraffe." He keeps it in his office and does his best to make sure we all clean it out good enough after each time. He'd be please to know that Elder Nelson went over to it first and commented on it. :)
I saw President Uctdorf and three other apostles. And Lavell Edwards, if you can believe it. He has a pretty big frown.
I have absolutely loved today. (In our church, we have a program called Visiting Teaching. Every woman is assigned a companion and they are assigned to visit several other women in the ward once a month. We teach a lesson, and chat for a while.) They encouraged us to get it done tonight, so a lot of us did. So you'd be out and at least two other partnerships are out as well. :) My companion, Janet, and I, visited our girls, and my visiting teachers came over. It was really fun. I'm grateful for this program because it avoids isolation.
Erik Erikson had a theory about human development. He said that each stage of life has a crisis/problem/question that each individual must solve. The first is trust/mistrust. If an infant learns to trust his or her caregivers, then they have passed the test and can healthily move on to the next. If they cannot trust their caregivers, they move on unprepared for the next stage.
The crisis that young adults have to solve is isolation/intimacy- are you going to form relationships or are you going to remain alone? Visiting teaching develops friendships or at the very least, makes sure you talk to other females a couple times a month, which I am grateful for.
I came home from work friday night and they were cuddled up on the couch watching a scary movie. I thought it was adorable so I took a picture.
Amanda's sister Elizabeth visited us for a week, to get things situated to move down here after Christmas. She needed a place to stay, so I may or may not have offered to sell her my spot in the apartment. Which means that I am now house-hunting again. Like Cap'n Jack Sparrow, I get to say, "I'm in the market, as it were."
I am taking a class about the history of literature, down in the part of the library that houses really old books and such. Our professor passes around cuneiform tablets and really old books all the time. Here is a picture of an edition of the first time that Plato's works were ever published.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Busy-ness.
First of all, that awkward, blank post with one comment deleted by the administrator... I said, Heidi's last name had five consonants, which isn't that extraordinary, she corrected me that they are all in a row. Which is hard to beat. I am actually starting to look around, see how many last names can compete.
This post is really more of a journal/travel log, but I am vain/confident enough to think that my readers are interested. If not, skip to the end. Ooh, I think I will post some pictures.
Tonight was awesome. My roommates and I talked to a friend of ours, while I noodled on the guitar. (In my defense, that was homework. practice 45 minutes a day...) and then I sang them some random songs. Jet plane!!! and Fire and Rain!! I love them. They had nothing to do with what we were talking about, but they were fun. Later I taught them a few guitar chords. I have decided that they need to learn guitar so we can play together.
My religion class for the time being is the Writings of Isaiah. I completely love it. My teacher is a really cute grandmother- who knows Hebrew and ancient history and has been to the Holy Land. Cool, huh? Later I'll be writing papers called "Isaiah the Man" and "Isaiah's World." I am excited.
I was reading in the 6th chapter of the same verse, and I didn't really understand what he was saying. For the first time I assumed not that his meaning was obscured beyond discernment, but that I just didn't understand. My understanding finally came down to one thing- the meaning of the symbol "the teil-tree." If I knew what it was, I could piece together the metaphor and then get what he was saying. (Does anyone know what a teil tree is?) Anyway, it was significant to me that the very thing I usually skipped over- confusing symbols- was the key to the whole chapter.
Does it sound like I'm just playing around in my classes? Social Dance. Brass Quintet. Symphonic Band. Guitar. But the others- Writings of Isaiah, Human Development, History of writing and the History of Music- aren't just playing around. Four of them satisfy graduation requirements, and Human Development is the first class in the Elementary Education major. And I love music. (Is that enough justification? I hope so.)
Between all those, my friends, my roommates, my ward, and my job, I am pretty busy. (I will tell you about it in a second.) But I love it. I love being busy, I love it when every minute counts. I am bored in none of my classes, and I enjoy the homework. Odd, huh?
Today and yesterday were crazy. I feel the need to tell you about them.
Class from 9-10:15
Worked on a paper 10:15-11
11-12 Campus devotional
12-1 lunch with a friend (okay, not all of today was awful)
1-3 symphonic band. (awesome!)
3-4 practice trumpet (band was awesome, but I wasn't so... awesome.)
4-5:15 class
Catering meeting 5:15-6:30
Brass quintet meeting 6:30-7
Guitar class 7-8.
Let me point out that I had to carry my guitar with me all day. Everywhere I went. I've still got the hard shell guitar case... Let me also point out that there is no dinner scheduled there. I grabbed half a brownie and some water during the catering meeting...
Today was a little better, but I am lucky I got any homework done. It was class, then trumpet practice then work. (A good friend of mine was scheduled during her class and a meeting for church. So I picked up her shift. I didn't think I was going to get off until eleven or midnight, but another guy in catering covered for half of the shift I was covering. Very much grateful.)
I hope that I don't need to call these "a normal day in Holly's life." I hope things settle down. Sort of.
Okay, the long-promised pictures.
Here I am, working! Yep. Ladling punch into cups is work... in my defense I was on my feet for hours without sitting down.

This is Karen, one of my very best friends. And her boyfriend, Tyler. Of whom I wholeheartedly approve.
More friends at catering. The girl in the red and the guy are related to me! Their last name is Cluff. (Some ancestors on my mother's side are Cluffs. Moses Cluff and Rebecca Langman came across the plains in the handcart companies and got married when they arrived in the valley. Cute, huh? The Cluff family moved to Arizona, which is where I think these two were from.)
Can you read that? It says, "Where am I? Why am I here? Am I in trouble?"
I think that is exactly what I would think, if I were a large spoon taped to an ice machine, far away from home...
I don't know if we ever found out why it was up there.
This post is really more of a journal/travel log, but I am vain/confident enough to think that my readers are interested. If not, skip to the end. Ooh, I think I will post some pictures.
Tonight was awesome. My roommates and I talked to a friend of ours, while I noodled on the guitar. (In my defense, that was homework. practice 45 minutes a day...) and then I sang them some random songs. Jet plane!!! and Fire and Rain!! I love them. They had nothing to do with what we were talking about, but they were fun. Later I taught them a few guitar chords. I have decided that they need to learn guitar so we can play together.
My religion class for the time being is the Writings of Isaiah. I completely love it. My teacher is a really cute grandmother- who knows Hebrew and ancient history and has been to the Holy Land. Cool, huh? Later I'll be writing papers called "Isaiah the Man" and "Isaiah's World." I am excited.
I was reading in the 6th chapter of the same verse, and I didn't really understand what he was saying. For the first time I assumed not that his meaning was obscured beyond discernment, but that I just didn't understand. My understanding finally came down to one thing- the meaning of the symbol "the teil-tree." If I knew what it was, I could piece together the metaphor and then get what he was saying. (Does anyone know what a teil tree is?) Anyway, it was significant to me that the very thing I usually skipped over- confusing symbols- was the key to the whole chapter.
Does it sound like I'm just playing around in my classes? Social Dance. Brass Quintet. Symphonic Band. Guitar. But the others- Writings of Isaiah, Human Development, History of writing and the History of Music- aren't just playing around. Four of them satisfy graduation requirements, and Human Development is the first class in the Elementary Education major. And I love music. (Is that enough justification? I hope so.)
Between all those, my friends, my roommates, my ward, and my job, I am pretty busy. (I will tell you about it in a second.) But I love it. I love being busy, I love it when every minute counts. I am bored in none of my classes, and I enjoy the homework. Odd, huh?
Today and yesterday were crazy. I feel the need to tell you about them.
Class from 9-10:15
Worked on a paper 10:15-11
11-12 Campus devotional
12-1 lunch with a friend (okay, not all of today was awful)
1-3 symphonic band. (awesome!)
3-4 practice trumpet (band was awesome, but I wasn't so... awesome.)
4-5:15 class
Catering meeting 5:15-6:30
Brass quintet meeting 6:30-7
Guitar class 7-8.
Let me point out that I had to carry my guitar with me all day. Everywhere I went. I've still got the hard shell guitar case... Let me also point out that there is no dinner scheduled there. I grabbed half a brownie and some water during the catering meeting...
Today was a little better, but I am lucky I got any homework done. It was class, then trumpet practice then work. (A good friend of mine was scheduled during her class and a meeting for church. So I picked up her shift. I didn't think I was going to get off until eleven or midnight, but another guy in catering covered for half of the shift I was covering. Very much grateful.)
I hope that I don't need to call these "a normal day in Holly's life." I hope things settle down. Sort of.
Okay, the long-promised pictures.
Here I am, working! Yep. Ladling punch into cups is work... in my defense I was on my feet for hours without sitting down.

This is Karen, one of my very best friends. And her boyfriend, Tyler. Of whom I wholeheartedly approve.
More friends at catering. The girl in the red and the guy are related to me! Their last name is Cluff. (Some ancestors on my mother's side are Cluffs. Moses Cluff and Rebecca Langman came across the plains in the handcart companies and got married when they arrived in the valley. Cute, huh? The Cluff family moved to Arizona, which is where I think these two were from.)
Can you read that? It says, "Where am I? Why am I here? Am I in trouble?"I think that is exactly what I would think, if I were a large spoon taped to an ice machine, far away from home...
I don't know if we ever found out why it was up there.
Monday, September 8, 2008
Saturday Night
1. Aunt Barb- Heidi does have a blog. Take a look at the right side of mine, and her's is "Jake and Heidi Kartchner."
2. There are 5 consonants in a row in Heidi's last name!
3. I had a fabulous night tonight. I helped cater a wedding reception of a couple who met in catering. (Thus is the danger of my workplace... it could happen to you.) Since they knew what a pain it can be, they did their best to help us out. They used paper products, didn't use chafer dishes which are a huge pain to set up and clean. And they let us eat in the room. It was awkward but very fun. Only a few of us had to work, so the rest of the staff came as guests. It was weird serving people who normally helped you serve.
4. But that's not why it was fabulous. The couple told everyone that even the servers could bring dates. I didn't get this memo, and neither did another guy named Richard. They said that he earlier asked the scheduler why they didn't just schedule him a date. ha ha. Anyway, so I shouted across the room, asking him if he needed one, and he did. So we did. It ended up that he was carving meat (in that ridiculous carving jacket that I mentioned a couple of posts ago) and I ladled up drinks on the other side of this pillar. So whenever we had breaks we'd go behind and chat over a table that separated us. Later, movie at another couple's house and he walked me home. The walk ended up taking half an hour, but it was rather enjoyable.
5. No one is allowed to give him this blog address.
6 Will update that story later, if said story lends itself to updates...
7. The last five letters of number 6 really were the important ones...
2. There are 5 consonants in a row in Heidi's last name!
3. I had a fabulous night tonight. I helped cater a wedding reception of a couple who met in catering. (Thus is the danger of my workplace... it could happen to you.) Since they knew what a pain it can be, they did their best to help us out. They used paper products, didn't use chafer dishes which are a huge pain to set up and clean. And they let us eat in the room. It was awkward but very fun. Only a few of us had to work, so the rest of the staff came as guests. It was weird serving people who normally helped you serve.
4. But that's not why it was fabulous. The couple told everyone that even the servers could bring dates. I didn't get this memo, and neither did another guy named Richard. They said that he earlier asked the scheduler why they didn't just schedule him a date. ha ha. Anyway, so I shouted across the room, asking him if he needed one, and he did. So we did. It ended up that he was carving meat (in that ridiculous carving jacket that I mentioned a couple of posts ago) and I ladled up drinks on the other side of this pillar. So whenever we had breaks we'd go behind and chat over a table that separated us. Later, movie at another couple's house and he walked me home. The walk ended up taking half an hour, but it was rather enjoyable.
5. No one is allowed to give him this blog address.
6 Will update that story later, if said story lends itself to updates...
7. The last five letters of number 6 really were the important ones...
Saturday, September 6, 2008
Friday, September 5, 2008
Philosophical Phriday
Has anyone stopped to appreciate what a gift writing is?
No shopping lists, no ingredient labels, no directions, no signposts, no recipes, no love notes on napkins in lunch boxes, no journals, no scriptures.
We would not have history. How on earth are you supposed to remember all that? And then how do you make your children memorize it? And how do you make them make their children memorize it? How do you make sure it does not accidentally change?
We get the wisdom of the ages because it is written down. Otherwise we would just get the wisdom of the last few generations. There's a lot, but there's more.
How would we remember where we come from? Let's see. My mother's name is Virginia Adele Haws, my grandmother's name is Lorna Virginia Barney, her mother's name is... Effie Ferieda Trabant? And her mother's name is...
Let's try my dad's side. William Woods Brison. Bernard Brison. His dad: ...Mr. Brison...
Have I humiliated myself enough to make the point? I don't have to memorize it because it is written down somewhere!
An author wrote an article about the special relationship between author and reader that only exists because of the writing. An author can write about something very personal. He or she can explore the very depths of issues and feelings. Then the reader comes along and finds that the treatment of the author's subject allows the reader to understand, to feel that someone understands. This very real, very important, and very deep connection probably would never have happened- how many authors have you had conversations like that with? Writing allows that sort of connection without either the reader or the author feeling uncomfortable at such closeness.
How many discussions have you had with your journal? Who could you tell, but those blank pages that do not threaten to judge, or betray your confidences, but offer comfort and sense?
I bring you back to a discussion of scriptures. I have spoken with five Jews in my life, tops. And never did they have the occasion to recite to me all that is contained in the Bible, which I need to know. And the authors of the Book of Mormon, (which I believe is as real and as valid as the Bible) how many Nephites have you met? Did they have the opportunity to teach you in person?
Hugh Nibley summed it up like this: thought stimulation, thought preservation, thought transmission.
I think I pheel better now, having philosophized phrankly with my phantastic phriday phriends.
(That joke wouldn't exist, if not for writing. What was that? We would be better off without the joke? Thanks. I appreciate your modes of expression too!)
No shopping lists, no ingredient labels, no directions, no signposts, no recipes, no love notes on napkins in lunch boxes, no journals, no scriptures.
We would not have history. How on earth are you supposed to remember all that? And then how do you make your children memorize it? And how do you make them make their children memorize it? How do you make sure it does not accidentally change?
We get the wisdom of the ages because it is written down. Otherwise we would just get the wisdom of the last few generations. There's a lot, but there's more.
How would we remember where we come from? Let's see. My mother's name is Virginia Adele Haws, my grandmother's name is Lorna Virginia Barney, her mother's name is... Effie Ferieda Trabant? And her mother's name is...
Let's try my dad's side. William Woods Brison. Bernard Brison. His dad: ...Mr. Brison...
Have I humiliated myself enough to make the point? I don't have to memorize it because it is written down somewhere!
An author wrote an article about the special relationship between author and reader that only exists because of the writing. An author can write about something very personal. He or she can explore the very depths of issues and feelings. Then the reader comes along and finds that the treatment of the author's subject allows the reader to understand, to feel that someone understands. This very real, very important, and very deep connection probably would never have happened- how many authors have you had conversations like that with? Writing allows that sort of connection without either the reader or the author feeling uncomfortable at such closeness.
How many discussions have you had with your journal? Who could you tell, but those blank pages that do not threaten to judge, or betray your confidences, but offer comfort and sense?
I bring you back to a discussion of scriptures. I have spoken with five Jews in my life, tops. And never did they have the occasion to recite to me all that is contained in the Bible, which I need to know. And the authors of the Book of Mormon, (which I believe is as real and as valid as the Bible) how many Nephites have you met? Did they have the opportunity to teach you in person?
Hugh Nibley summed it up like this: thought stimulation, thought preservation, thought transmission.
I think I pheel better now, having philosophized phrankly with my phantastic phriday phriends.
(That joke wouldn't exist, if not for writing. What was that? We would be better off without the joke? Thanks. I appreciate your modes of expression too!)
Facebook status
I think that facebook statues- stati? are changing the way we think.
(for those of you unfamiliar: when you are viewing someone's facebook profile, next to their name you see a sentence that they periodically update. So every time you log in, it asks you, "what are you doing right now?" it makes me feel like someone cares... jk.)
Facebookers now think in short, concise, hopefully humorous statements about our whereabouts or activities. Perhaps it started as the instant messenger status, to say things like, "at work (a.k.a. I can't talk now)." But now it has become a forum to let people know how you are doing, and hopefully get a response.
But this new form of language, this new forum, is changing our thought patterns.
Maybe just my thought patterns. Throughout the day I will say things to myself like, "Holly feels exceedingly grown-up at this moment in time." or, "Holly misses her extra-long twin bed."
"Holly realized what an absolutely ridiculous show America's Next Top Model is."
"Holly loves her new life."
"Holly has one Kung Fu Panda ticket stub for each finger. Is that excessive?"
"Holly thinks that all people should appreciate Baroque music more."
"Holly had 'sing along with Bach day' today in class. She didn't know German, but she pretended."
"Holly's apartment is slowly falling apart, one appliance at a time!"
"Holly tried a recipe that Stacy Howard gave her. It was quite yummy. And she is proud of herself for cooking. And not almost starting a fire. Like last time."
"Holly's roommate talks in her sleep. In Korean."
"Holly is starting to think that her poppyseed chicken doesn't actually need any poppyseeds. 5.79 indeed!"
(for those of you unfamiliar: when you are viewing someone's facebook profile, next to their name you see a sentence that they periodically update. So every time you log in, it asks you, "what are you doing right now?" it makes me feel like someone cares... jk.)
Facebookers now think in short, concise, hopefully humorous statements about our whereabouts or activities. Perhaps it started as the instant messenger status, to say things like, "at work (a.k.a. I can't talk now)." But now it has become a forum to let people know how you are doing, and hopefully get a response.
But this new form of language, this new forum, is changing our thought patterns.
Maybe just my thought patterns. Throughout the day I will say things to myself like, "Holly feels exceedingly grown-up at this moment in time." or, "Holly misses her extra-long twin bed."
"Holly realized what an absolutely ridiculous show America's Next Top Model is."
"Holly loves her new life."
"Holly has one Kung Fu Panda ticket stub for each finger. Is that excessive?"
"Holly thinks that all people should appreciate Baroque music more."
"Holly had 'sing along with Bach day' today in class. She didn't know German, but she pretended."
"Holly's apartment is slowly falling apart, one appliance at a time!"
"Holly tried a recipe that Stacy Howard gave her. It was quite yummy. And she is proud of herself for cooking. And not almost starting a fire. Like last time."
"Holly's roommate talks in her sleep. In Korean."
"Holly is starting to think that her poppyseed chicken doesn't actually need any poppyseeds. 5.79 indeed!"
Deep philospohical questions
I have been wondering a few things. So if any of you have any wisdom, please share it.
Why are palm trees tall?
It looks like this: each time they grow leaves, they put them at the very top and the leaves at the bottom die. And then another layer on top, and the second-to-bottom layer dies.
What is their survival strategy? There has to be a reason that they do it. It is probably a lot of work, which they wouldn't do just for no reason.
Why doesn't it rain in deserts?
It's a desert because it doesn't rain there, but it doesn't rain there because it's a desert?
What is the impact of wealth on the social aspect of our lives?
Here's some reasoning: The more money someone has, the more they can spend on clothes. The more money they spend on clothes, the more quality, quantity, and style the get in those clothes. If someone looks attractive, they are just that: attractive. They attract people. Therefore, they get more positive reinforcement, and confidence develops. The more confidence a person has, once again, the more attractive they are.
(does that reasoning suck? Yeah. I really hope that's not the the way the world is, because many of us are in trouble. here are my thoughts.)
Positive feedback is, and should be, given for other things too.
There are more paths to confidence and self-esteem than mere compliments.
Self-esteem based on appearance is unstable and should not be depended on anyway.
Some have argued that beauty also comes from character, health, and a well-cared-for appearance, not just a trendy one.
I discovered the above reasoning in my travels, and so I spent time watching people to see if it was true. And one often finds what one is looking for ("observational bias"). But last night, I sat down and really thought about it, especially the consequences to such thinking. A whole society of people obsessed with appearances. A society who views wealth- in money form- as the panacea. And personally, in paying particular attention to materialism, I became materialistic. where is that leading? A girl obsessed with appearances. A girl who depended on that for self esteem. A girl who would have ignored all other positive qualities about herself and other, in favor of- literally- the most superficial one.
Please comment, friends.
Why are palm trees tall?
It looks like this: each time they grow leaves, they put them at the very top and the leaves at the bottom die. And then another layer on top, and the second-to-bottom layer dies.
What is their survival strategy? There has to be a reason that they do it. It is probably a lot of work, which they wouldn't do just for no reason.
Why doesn't it rain in deserts?
It's a desert because it doesn't rain there, but it doesn't rain there because it's a desert?
What is the impact of wealth on the social aspect of our lives?
Here's some reasoning: The more money someone has, the more they can spend on clothes. The more money they spend on clothes, the more quality, quantity, and style the get in those clothes. If someone looks attractive, they are just that: attractive. They attract people. Therefore, they get more positive reinforcement, and confidence develops. The more confidence a person has, once again, the more attractive they are.
(does that reasoning suck? Yeah. I really hope that's not the the way the world is, because many of us are in trouble. here are my thoughts.)
Positive feedback is, and should be, given for other things too.
There are more paths to confidence and self-esteem than mere compliments.
Self-esteem based on appearance is unstable and should not be depended on anyway.
Some have argued that beauty also comes from character, health, and a well-cared-for appearance, not just a trendy one.
I discovered the above reasoning in my travels, and so I spent time watching people to see if it was true. And one often finds what one is looking for ("observational bias"). But last night, I sat down and really thought about it, especially the consequences to such thinking. A whole society of people obsessed with appearances. A society who views wealth- in money form- as the panacea. And personally, in paying particular attention to materialism, I became materialistic. where is that leading? A girl obsessed with appearances. A girl who depended on that for self esteem. A girl who would have ignored all other positive qualities about herself and other, in favor of- literally- the most superficial one.
Please comment, friends.
Victories, minor and major.
First of all, we need to have a chat. See, some of you comment on my blog. Many of you don't. And I say, no more of that! I want to hear from you! This isn't one of those, shut up, sit down, and listen to me, and then go away without having said anything. Um kay, punkin? Alright. I am glad we talked.
My camera's batteries are dead. Again. So it's in time out, until however long I feel that the batteries should have lasted.
Anyway, that is not one of the victories I will tell you about.
This is: I was opening a can of tomato sauce tonight, and it fell off the can opener AND I CAUGHT IT! Victory.
I went grocery shopping today, on my bike, and it actually worked out okay. I felt very independent.
I had two servings of vegetables today at dinner! Maybe even three. Victory.
I bought a plant today.
I got a practice room! There are about 50 practice rooms in the music building on campus, and... we could use a few more. But I found one open! Victory.
And I practiced for an hour. I haven't practiced for an hour for over a month, what with vacation and then stinking because I hadn't practiced all vacation.
A friend called me the other day, and offered me a trumpet spot in her brass quintet. Heck yes! I was in a quintet over the summer, and it was the best musical experience of my life. Even more than private lessons, even more than a bigger ensemble, even more than marching band for two weeks freshman year in high school.
But that is off topic. I told her I'd do it, because judging by my audition, I didn't make it into band. Which leads me to my next victory.
I MADE IT INTO SYMPHONIC BAND!!! Somehow. I don't know how. The day after auditions was the first day of rehearsals, from 1-3. At about 2, I am sitting waiting for this free performance to start, and I decide to check the audition results sheet just to be sure I didn't make it in.
I had to go to band without my trumpet, an hour late. It was awesome. I am sure I made a great impression on the director...
So, all y'all in Provo need to come to at least one of my concerts.
My camera's batteries are dead. Again. So it's in time out, until however long I feel that the batteries should have lasted.
Anyway, that is not one of the victories I will tell you about.
This is: I was opening a can of tomato sauce tonight, and it fell off the can opener AND I CAUGHT IT! Victory.
I went grocery shopping today, on my bike, and it actually worked out okay. I felt very independent.
I had two servings of vegetables today at dinner! Maybe even three. Victory.
I bought a plant today.
I got a practice room! There are about 50 practice rooms in the music building on campus, and... we could use a few more. But I found one open! Victory.
And I practiced for an hour. I haven't practiced for an hour for over a month, what with vacation and then stinking because I hadn't practiced all vacation.
A friend called me the other day, and offered me a trumpet spot in her brass quintet. Heck yes! I was in a quintet over the summer, and it was the best musical experience of my life. Even more than private lessons, even more than a bigger ensemble, even more than marching band for two weeks freshman year in high school.
But that is off topic. I told her I'd do it, because judging by my audition, I didn't make it into band. Which leads me to my next victory.
I MADE IT INTO SYMPHONIC BAND!!! Somehow. I don't know how. The day after auditions was the first day of rehearsals, from 1-3. At about 2, I am sitting waiting for this free performance to start, and I decide to check the audition results sheet just to be sure I didn't make it in.
I had to go to band without my trumpet, an hour late. It was awesome. I am sure I made a great impression on the director...
So, all y'all in Provo need to come to at least one of my concerts.
Monday, September 1, 2008
audition and football games
Sorry, friends. No pictures again. But an awesome story!!
So, I work for BYU catering, right? They put me up in the President's box for this season of football games. Heck yes. They must like me, because its the cushiest job in the stadium. (Sort of. I was still 12 hours on my feet.)
Anyway, I served water to Julie B. Beck! And Susan W. Tanner! (Sister Beck is the general president of the Relief Society, the women's organization in my church. She is really cool. Sister Tanner was the president of the young women of the church. She is pretty cool too.) I didn't talk to either. I was entirely too surprised. It was pretty funny, I just sort of stood there, Sister Beck took a bottle of water and got herself a cup from my stack. Somehow I kept my presence of mind when Elder Jensen or Elder Shumway came through, which was good. Catering can't have their employees freaking out at every important person they serve...
When there was a break, we sat down and figured out the menu for the next football game. Okay, so I wasn't on my feet for 12 hours straight. There were a few breaks. But they were brainstorming all these delicious meals, and I reflected on the current state of my meals. They suck. I have decided to turn over a new leaf. I went through my recipes the other day, found a few, and determined to make them this week. I have to ride my bike to the grocery store, and carry it all home in my backpack, but from now on, I will cook better.
Tonight my ward had their opening social. It was this barbecue up in Alpine, Utah. Great scenery, but long drive and rather cold up there. I met a girl with my name. And I have met other Holly's before, but she spelled it Hawley!! I had to take a few moments to wrap my head around it. Wow. She's really cool. I am going to have to step it up a notch, just to be in the running for the "cool Holly" category. (Or I could have an epiphany about not comparing myself to others... perhaps later.)
I audition for Symphonic Band on Wednesday. I wasn't worried until I picked up the excerpts we have to prepare and play. They are hard. Luckily, when I was walking down the hallway of practice rooms I heard another trumpeter practicing them, so I sat and listened. Ha ha! I'm pretty sneaky. I had a difficult time deciding whether to go through with the audition or not. But- I think I will. I don't need to play the selection perfectly, but I think I can handle playing it the best I can. That sounds simple, but it is extremely comforting, and long-awaited epiphany.
I don't know how you feel about this post. Very long, no pictures. I may edit it later. For now, I will leave my prose at that, and 'let it blend,' as Grandma Brison used to say.
So, I work for BYU catering, right? They put me up in the President's box for this season of football games. Heck yes. They must like me, because its the cushiest job in the stadium. (Sort of. I was still 12 hours on my feet.)
Anyway, I served water to Julie B. Beck! And Susan W. Tanner! (Sister Beck is the general president of the Relief Society, the women's organization in my church. She is really cool. Sister Tanner was the president of the young women of the church. She is pretty cool too.) I didn't talk to either. I was entirely too surprised. It was pretty funny, I just sort of stood there, Sister Beck took a bottle of water and got herself a cup from my stack. Somehow I kept my presence of mind when Elder Jensen or Elder Shumway came through, which was good. Catering can't have their employees freaking out at every important person they serve...
When there was a break, we sat down and figured out the menu for the next football game. Okay, so I wasn't on my feet for 12 hours straight. There were a few breaks. But they were brainstorming all these delicious meals, and I reflected on the current state of my meals. They suck. I have decided to turn over a new leaf. I went through my recipes the other day, found a few, and determined to make them this week. I have to ride my bike to the grocery store, and carry it all home in my backpack, but from now on, I will cook better.
Tonight my ward had their opening social. It was this barbecue up in Alpine, Utah. Great scenery, but long drive and rather cold up there. I met a girl with my name. And I have met other Holly's before, but she spelled it Hawley!! I had to take a few moments to wrap my head around it. Wow. She's really cool. I am going to have to step it up a notch, just to be in the running for the "cool Holly" category. (Or I could have an epiphany about not comparing myself to others... perhaps later.)
I audition for Symphonic Band on Wednesday. I wasn't worried until I picked up the excerpts we have to prepare and play. They are hard. Luckily, when I was walking down the hallway of practice rooms I heard another trumpeter practicing them, so I sat and listened. Ha ha! I'm pretty sneaky. I had a difficult time deciding whether to go through with the audition or not. But- I think I will. I don't need to play the selection perfectly, but I think I can handle playing it the best I can. That sounds simple, but it is extremely comforting, and long-awaited epiphany.
I don't know how you feel about this post. Very long, no pictures. I may edit it later. For now, I will leave my prose at that, and 'let it blend,' as Grandma Brison used to say.
Funny story...
I have two seconds before running out the door to tell you a funny story.
So the other day, I went to work, changed into my work shirt, left my other shirt in the dressing room. Like every other day. Like every other BYU foodservice employee. And when I get off work, MY SHIRT WAS NOT THERE!
why me?
So the other day, I went to work, changed into my work shirt, left my other shirt in the dressing room. Like every other day. Like every other BYU foodservice employee. And when I get off work, MY SHIRT WAS NOT THERE!
why me?
Friday, August 29, 2008
Today
So I was looking at older posts on this blog today. The one that is something about BYU before fall? In the museums? I have a caption under the stuffed rodent, but the caption was just as close to a picture of my sister...
No, the other rodents didn't make fun of her... ha ha!
(I'll delete this, Heidi, if you want me to.)
Today at work I was in charge of carving the meat. So I got this big black chef's coat and a chef's hat. I wish I had pictures... I don't know how people took me seriously.
No, the other rodents didn't make fun of her... ha ha!
(I'll delete this, Heidi, if you want me to.)
Today at work I was in charge of carving the meat. So I got this big black chef's coat and a chef's hat. I wish I had pictures... I don't know how people took me seriously.
Monday, August 25, 2008
The Road Less Traveled By
Required reading for this post: click here

This is my road less traveled story. The other day our carpets were being cleaned. So our couches were stacked in the kitchen. It ticked me off! You had to climb over them every time you wanted something to eat. (Incidentally, I discovered a great diet method... try it.) Anyway, while the carpet was drying they made us stay out. So I ran some errands and wandered around campus. In my travels, I found this cute little path. Anyone who finds it at BYU gets ten points.
It's a long-cut to get somewhere, but "it has made all the difference..." Take a look.
A cement fossil!
A cat?
And a little family of birdies.
But best of all:
Just a pretty scene? Look closer.
Is that a leg?!
And a deer?
There's a name for that deer. An older lady coming back to school to finish her degree, in one of my classes, said the university called people like her "unconventional students" or something. That's what this deer is. An unconventional student.
This is my road less traveled story. The other day our carpets were being cleaned. So our couches were stacked in the kitchen. It ticked me off! You had to climb over them every time you wanted something to eat. (Incidentally, I discovered a great diet method... try it.) Anyway, while the carpet was drying they made us stay out. So I ran some errands and wandered around campus. In my travels, I found this cute little path. Anyone who finds it at BYU gets ten points.
It's a long-cut to get somewhere, but "it has made all the difference..." Take a look.
But best of all:
Just a pretty scene? Look closer.
There's a name for that deer. An older lady coming back to school to finish her degree, in one of my classes, said the university called people like her "unconventional students" or something. That's what this deer is. An unconventional student.
Holly met some celebri-- celebret-- some famous people!
It was extremely out of character for me to do this... but there you have it.
Click Here to see how impressive Holly is at using links
One of those dumb forwards...that was actually pretty fun.
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc.. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it makes you
look.
4. Title this email what the answer to your last question is.
5. Good luck and have fun!
IF SOMEONE SAYS 'IS THIS OKAY' YOU SAY?
Can's Say (BBMak)
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Forget About Love (Aladdin sountrack)
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Everything (Michael Buble)
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Don't Break My Heart Again (Pat Green)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
The Impossible (Blake Shelton)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I'm On My Way (Shrek soundrack)
WHAT DO YOU OFTEN THINK ABOUT?
Everyday Love (Rascal Flatts)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
You Don't Know Me (My Best Friend's Wedding soundtrack)
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE
I Just Don't Know What to Do with Myself (Same as above, somehow)
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
This one was hilarious, but I would not like to share it.
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
What the World Needs Now (Is love) (My Best Friend's Wedding. How does that happen?)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again (Phantom of the Opera)
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it makes you
look.
4. Title this email what the answer to your last question is.
5. Good luck and have fun!
IF SOMEONE SAYS 'IS THIS OKAY' YOU SAY?
Can's Say (BBMak)
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Forget About Love (Aladdin sountrack)
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Everything (Michael Buble)
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Don't Break My Heart Again (Pat Green)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
The Impossible (Blake Shelton)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I'm On My Way (Shrek soundrack)
WHAT DO YOU OFTEN THINK ABOUT?
Everyday Love (Rascal Flatts)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
You Don't Know Me (My Best Friend's Wedding soundtrack)
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE
I Just Don't Know What to Do with Myself (Same as above, somehow)
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
This one was hilarious, but I would not like to share it.
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
What the World Needs Now (Is love) (My Best Friend's Wedding. How does that happen?)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again (Phantom of the Opera)
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Arizona
Grandma, Mom, and I drove to Arizona last week. One day I was looking at pictures of all my family who lived down there, and I'm like, we're going. Now. I knew if I made more excuses of how I could go later, I would never make it down. But, by picking that weekend, I missed my cousin Riley's farewell. Good job, Holly, right? I hope he'll be able to forgive me, as well as other people I missed.
With that said, look at my pictures!
Aunt Judy helped me sew some skirts! Here's one of them. It was awesome. We had a lot of fun in fabric stores and just sitting and sewing all day.
Funny thing, in one of the fabric stores, there was a pile of "man magazines" next to a chair. Apparently this was where you put your husband when you are shopping for fabric.
On Aunt Judy's fridge is a Pickles comic. The husband is telling a friend that he wants to be cremated and sprinkled in a fabric store so maybe his wife will come visit him. Ha ha.

In-and-Out Burger! There's my cousin Kristy's two kids, Chase and Madison. :) They were fun.
Another family gathering. It really was impressive how often these people saw each other. Like several times a week.
There's Madison again on the right, and my cousin Teri-Ann's twins, Charity and Chelsea. Sorry, friends, I can't tell who is whom right now. Mom gave all the kids suckers, and they shared theirs with their grandma. It was adorable.
One of those hotel dinners. It was extremely makeshift, but fun because it was.
Did you know oranges are green before they are orange. And blueberries are red before they are blue. There's something profound about this, but I don't know what it is.

This is us on the road, trying to amuse ourselves.
If you drive to Arizona, you go through Indian reservations. They really are quite depressing. Their land is- not the most fruitful land, it looks like, and a lot of them live very far apart from everyone else. Are they happy?
I worry about their culture. To an anthropologist, death of a culture is the worst thing that can happen. And I was almost an anthropologist, so it still makes me sad.
Let me know if you have any deep wisdom concerning this.


There was a lot of the drive that was gorgeous, though. If a picture looks boring, click on it and look at it full screen. Two inches on a computer screen doesn't really do it justice. Or you can just skip them. I won't be offended. (sort of.)


My first-ever sight of a cactus . (In recent memory.) It was so cool!
This is the view from Aunt Judy's porch. Not bad?

Here is the Mesa temple. We went to the visitors' center, and it was really cool. I highly recommend it, if you are ever in Mesa.





This is either Mesa or Phoenix. It was so cool! There are cacti in the middle of town!!! I don't know what else I expected from Arizona, but it wasn't that.



The Grand Canyon! From a distance.

These last four were taken in Utah. Pretty, eh?


With that said, look at my pictures!
Aunt Judy helped me sew some skirts! Here's one of them. It was awesome. We had a lot of fun in fabric stores and just sitting and sewing all day.
Funny thing, in one of the fabric stores, there was a pile of "man magazines" next to a chair. Apparently this was where you put your husband when you are shopping for fabric.
On Aunt Judy's fridge is a Pickles comic. The husband is telling a friend that he wants to be cremated and sprinkled in a fabric store so maybe his wife will come visit him. Ha ha.
In-and-Out Burger! There's my cousin Kristy's two kids, Chase and Madison. :) They were fun.
Another family gathering. It really was impressive how often these people saw each other. Like several times a week.
There's Madison again on the right, and my cousin Teri-Ann's twins, Charity and Chelsea. Sorry, friends, I can't tell who is whom right now. Mom gave all the kids suckers, and they shared theirs with their grandma. It was adorable.
One of those hotel dinners. It was extremely makeshift, but fun because it was.
Did you know oranges are green before they are orange. And blueberries are red before they are blue. There's something profound about this, but I don't know what it is.
If you drive to Arizona, you go through Indian reservations. They really are quite depressing. Their land is- not the most fruitful land, it looks like, and a lot of them live very far apart from everyone else. Are they happy?
I worry about their culture. To an anthropologist, death of a culture is the worst thing that can happen. And I was almost an anthropologist, so it still makes me sad.
Let me know if you have any deep wisdom concerning this.
My first-ever sight of a cactus . (In recent memory.) It was so cool!
This is the view from Aunt Judy's porch. Not bad?
This is either Mesa or Phoenix. It was so cool! There are cacti in the middle of town!!! I don't know what else I expected from Arizona, but it wasn't that.
These last four were taken in Utah. Pretty, eh?
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